Staring blankly at the monitor. Lost in thoughts. Lost in feelings. Lost in the sadness.
Thought to myself, it wasn't such a big issue, was it? After all, nothing happened. Why do I need to be so stubborn.
Just have to get over the urge to mend things up.
Being rational is the key word here. If the vodka-s are not strong enough, slap yourself in the face, in order to keep your thoughts straight.