Had a very bad day today. Arrived late to work on a very important day. I'm not a morning person and have always barely managed to reach to work punctually. Punctually would be defined as 9 a.m in my case. But today is another total disaster. Woke up to realise that I had numerous missed calls while I was happily living in the land of nod.
Of course there were no harsh words from neither my superiors nor my bosses. But yet, I left myself a very bad impression.
On my way home, I started to recall my day or my achievements for the past 1 or 2 years... Pretty heart-breaking it is. I realised I have achieved none from all aspects of my life.
Have joined my current company since 2008 with very much motivation back then thinking that it would have been a whole new challenging and interesting industry. But alas, things aren't as sweet as I thought it would have been.
Initially I thought I started off at the wrong foot or maybe it was just another cultural clash that I would eventually overcome and blend into. But I didn't. Up till today I still didn't. Pretty disappointing... At this moment, I literally felt myselfing shouting to the rest of the world at the top of my lungs, "I really DID try my best. Can you guys just give me a break????"